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Before I Wake Up

by Psycho Face

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1.
Finish This 04:01
Feel in your bones that the time has arrived and you'll see it all there in the sky lessons are shunned and now you're on the run you thought you had it all what a lie I know a better way but you would never stay this was the remedy why are you killing me i would give anything so you would feel complete this was so meaningless now let me finish this You can't control me now i know the lies around i will emerge from the ground you don't know anything about this awful pain soon you will feel just as i You were immaculate but you were just for rent i will no longer give in all my time spider webbed soon i will just be dead but i will stay in your head You know as well as i this was all just a lie nothing can justify empty inside of here you know as well as i this was all just a lie nothing can justify empty inside of here Came to a close while you felt so exposed it's as if you know better than i so many words to say but you had gone away in the blink of an eye it's been so very long since everything went wrong if there was nothing there why did you feel this fear soaking in emptiness come tell me all of this broke away from the maze now let me feel your pain You were immaculate but you were just for rent i will no longer give in all my time spider webbed soon i will just be dead but i will stay in your head You can't control me now i know the lies around i will emerge from the ground you don't know anything about this awful pain soon you will feel just as i You know as well as i this was all just a lie nothing can justify empty inside of here you know as well as i this was all just a lie nothing can justify empty inside of here
2.
I've been sitting here wasting my whole life i can never seem to go trapped inside this is everything nothing better could take my time I see a new day a faded vision come help me make this decision i know that you'll try to break me but you'll never make me now you feel it coming back to you you conversate with the demon now i hear you screaming use to be so strong but now you're weak i know it feels like the best time but this is the last time i can't set you free I feel so stupid it got to me this loneliness will never fade away i feel so stupid it got to me I've been sitting here wasting my whole life i can never seem to go trapped inside this is everything nothing better could take my time You're the type of person i could tell you everything when i spill my guts you would just fucking run away read your lips but i just couldn't ever understand then i realized this was a part of your fucking plan now i see I feel so stupid it got to me this loneliness will never fade away i feel so stupid it got to me
3.
Tell Me 03:37
Tell me what's on your mind seems there's something to hide I'd open you like a book but i said i won't look you always seem to be sad so tell me was that the plan the mirror always reflects the things you would not expect Is it cold in there i'm so aware i can't let go It's hard to find the soul we hide so reach inside before the time It's all coming down upon our heads it's all coming down again Tell me what makes you feel nothing that they could steal show me what you conceal this is what makes you real Tell me those you hold close the ones you would miss the most show me those that have lied and i swear they will die It's about that time feeling dead inside i know you're there It's hard to find the soul we hide so reach inside before the time It's hard to find the soul we hide so reach inside before the time It's hard to find the soul we hide so reach inside before the time It's hard to find the soul we hide so reach inside before the time
4.
Rest wake and fall almost every time i'm down in the fucking dirt and grime think i hate myself more than you do that's okay cause, you were just everything I'll bash my skull in the fucking ground maybe then i won't have to look around see the things i can't stand anymore maybe then i'll, understand everything I just need a minute but you won't give it maybe i'm worthless i probably am i just need a minute but you won't give it maybe i'm worthless i think i am i just need a minute but you won't give it maybe i'm worthless i think i am i just need a minute but you won't give it maybe i'm worthless i think i am I've broken down all but given up i think you just don't give a fuck maybe i'm just being crazy seems to me that, there is just nothing there I've looked around and I've seen enough I've heard these words and it's all the same think i know now what it means you never said it but, i wasn't anything i don't think it meant a fucking thing just something to pass the time can't seem to get it through my mind wasted all that fucking time I just need a minute but you won't give it maybe i'm worthless i probably am i just need a minute but you won't give it maybe i'm worthless i think i am i just need a minute but you won't give it maybe i'm worthless i think i am i just need a minute but you won't give it maybe i'm worthless i think i am
5.
Still Here 04:02
You broke it all down another way looking back but it never goes my way been a minute but ya can't remember symptom of the realization come on back and what you're facing all the pain that you remember you see the dark clouds above my head i know the demons under your bed don't you think that i can't remember got you feeling like it's now or later float upon a escalator got you all coming my way but it doesn't even matter if you don't feel I know you can feel it so don't you just kill it i'm in my own way now yeah don't try to run away I've got something to say you know it's been too long walk inside my head I know you can feel it so don't you just kill it i'm in my own way now yeah don't try to run away I've got something to say you know it's been too long walk inside my head The fires are burning i'm learning i'm burning so vile denial it consumes it subdues so while you walk away from me i'm still here Got a cabinet full of medication when you need some elevation don't blame me when you can't remember why you looking at your own gravestone mother fucker that's time and place gone do you feel that it's all over got me looking deep in the mirror maybe then i'll see it clearer what the fuck have i become I know you can feel it so don't you just kill it i'm in my own way now yeah don't try to run away I've got something to say you know it's been too long walk inside my head i know you can feel it so don't you just kill it i'm in my own way now yeah don't try to run away I've got something to say you know it's been too long walk inside my head
6.
Down in this hole you'll never know how hard i tried to break myself free but they couldn't see i kept it inside I know there's so much to see but it's all black to me Gotta break away from the dark and grey keeps me down everything you say seems to go one way drown this out The good times turn bad you thought you would have all you want I reached deep inside but i couldn't find what i lost You wish you could fly away from this place must be a reason why you're still breathing here Thought about this so many times so wake me up the lessons i've learned have all just been lies so tell me why I know there's so much to see but it's all black to me Waking up today then i rot away don't look at me only in my dreams things go as they seem It's all been my fault, yeah i won't put this blame on you, oh no You wish you could fly away from this place must be a reason why you're still breathing here you wish you could fly away from this place must be a reason why you're still breathing here
7.
I've found a reason found a reason to live you've been away so long now come and stay even if they were right beside you now would you care before i wake up make sure i'm still alive How far to go maybe i don't know that rain falls down covers all around i'll hold your head so you won't drown i won't let go till we reach ground I live in the dust but i can still feel I've lived in the dark but i see the outside I've lost my way show me where i should go How far to go maybe i don't know that rain falls down covers all around i'll hold your head so you won't drown i won't let go till we reach ground How far to go maybe i don't know that rain falls down covers all around i'll hold your head so you won't drown i won't let go till we reach ground
8.
As we're living we're still dying distraction keeps some from crying I know it's hard to breathe when you have broken dreams it's time to shut away everything Yes i know i'm hollow i cannot feel your sorrows tomorrow they will reveal thought you had everything but it was just a dream World keeps turning we're still burning never thought we'd be the burden You know it can't be seen so feel these awful things you'll keep this pain inside till you die Yes i know i'm hollow i cannot feel your sorrows tomorrow they will reveal thought you had everything but it was just a dream

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I've been in a dark place mentally,
and most of these tracks reflect that,
each track is a different style,
some of the clean ones are similar.

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released August 5, 2019

Psycho Face (Mark Bryant)

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Psycho Face Cleveland, Ohio

I'm just a guy who lives for making music.

I don't confine myself to any one genre, whatever i feel is what comes out.

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